March 2012
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innaihtsiiyixvx:
Hopefully sleep will make me feel less inferior.
if only it was that simple.
Anonymous asked: Post a recent photo of yourself? Please
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Lately, I eat two bites of something and feel full cause I have no appetite. The doc said I’ve lost 12 pounds from not eating. That’s probably not a good thing. Plus I can barley find the motivation to get up and take a fucking piss, so getting out the door in the morning is out of the question. But I feel like an idiot laying around all day. Can’t win I guess.
Youth crew blues...
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But I mean
jessedavidclark:
Whatever.
long live whatever.
The Story So Far played Just Like You Said last night. That was cool.
[[MORE]]It’s pretty bad when I feel like I would rather stay home in bed tonight.
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3/22/2011
[[MORE]]Today, I kicked my own ass out the door. I haven’t been sleeping right at all, I’ve been feeling super down, I also haven’t been eating. Been staying home from school or leaving early/skipping class. I guess depression, anxiety, and stress are real things. Not that I ever thought they were fake or irrelevant, I’ve just never experienced those things first hand to...
phrenologi:
i can never decide if i pity people for believing in a god or if i’m envious of their strength
My view on religion in a nutshell.
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Anonymous asked: What do you until school starts?
I pretty much go to sleep when I get home from school, sleep till 10 or 11. Wake up, eat if I feel like it, then stay up till school, maybe sleep for an hour or two in between. I never slept normally before all this stuff happened, so I give up on ever having a normal sleeping schedule.
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Holly Hox, Forget Me Nots.
underneaththeflames asked: Such gold, I call fives, last call, trio, turnover.
what bands make you think of me? →
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[[MORE]]I had to come home from school today because I just couldn’t handle being there. Anxiety and stress is too god damn much today. I wish I had support from somewhere other than my family cause the one time I need it the most I don’t have it anymore, although I never really did. Need to see friends right now.
I’ll be okay.
I wish you'd take my radio to bathe with you,...
chrisimmunity asked: 4th anon, i just want to hug you and eat food at your house again.... shit this isn't anon..
Anonymous asked: Different anon, I just want to kiss your cute face.
Anonymous asked: Hi, you're a handsome young man, and I know you don't like grey but I'm too shy right now.
Anonymous asked: I find you extremely cute!
NEW MAKER SONG
propertyofzack:
PropertyOfZack is stoked to be teaming up with Maker once again to stream a new acoustic song called “Shadows.” The band is currently in Zing Studios (Killswitch Engage, Underoath, The Devil Wears Prada) recording new tracks and hope to be done by the beginning of April. You can stream “Shadows” below by clicking “Read More.”
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Then I have those dreams too, the ones where i’m running around like a fool to make things better for you. Like the good storyteller you once knew me as, I try to hold it in my head that no time has passed since I stood in circles with automatic friends. Not worried that the means justified the end. Cause life without love keeps my eyes wide, and my house stays clean when I don’t let...
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As much as it sucks that it happened this way I’m just glad we’re not making each other look stupid. No hard feelings is good and I think both of us understand why it has to be like this. So much I haven’t said though and this is the hardest thing i’ve ever done. Oh well. YOLO I GUESS.
I never thought this would happen. Fuck.
Divine Wind: How To Not Be Single →
onlyboundaries:
girlof1000dreams:
now i’m not saying i’m an expert at this, because i’m not. i’m just going to hit you with some truth bombs that i know you all have been saying to yourself for hours, days, months, years (however long you’ve been single), and try to get you to knock all of the whining and…
yes. yes. yes, to every single word in this post.
single or not you should read...
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I just gave advice to someone I've been seeing...
marcolikesdirt:
Everyone, let me give you an explanation of what I think “love” is.
When you find someone, that truly, honestly, loves you, this person is going to make sure they never, ever, ever, ever hurt you. Put you through anything that can possibly have you feel pain, make you feel low of yourself, or have you wake up in fear due to how you think they might feel that day.
This person...
This is one of those days where all I want to do is lay in bed.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately.
I get so down for no reason and it sucks.
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Playing shows does so much to improve my mood.
stayontheoutside:
I’m stoked to play a show tomorrow and the show yesterday was fucking sweet. I can’t wait to tour in a band someday. I love punk rock.
Feel this. Even if I don’t get as stoked as I could be about this band, and even if our set last night was probably our worst as a whole, it’s still tight.
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