I don’t even lurk you on the internet anymore, made myself quit that shit. So I was doing pretty good pretending you didn’t exist for a while. But then you had to text me. Dang. Oh well. Still not gonna lurk or anything.
Hey I just wanted to let you know that you're awesome. I know you're sad and stuff all the time but soon hopefully you can come down to Portland and hang out with me. We'll get sizzle pie, coffee, and records while jamming such gold the entire time :3
I was going to make a really long post about this…situation and how I feel, but i’m trying to bury it, not prolong it or let it keep eating at me. I made mistakes, I can fully admit that, but addressing those mistakes now wouldn’t do any good. Things change. People change. I don’t know what else to say about it.
Man, if I could only put HALF the effort my brain puts into this depression, anxiety, letting myself down, and over thinking, back into productive and positive things like playing music, school, and getting a job, I would feel a whole lot better.