April 2012
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I don’t even lurk you on the internet anymore, made myself quit that shit. So I was doing pretty good pretending you didn’t exist for a while. But then you had to text me. Dang. Oh well. Still not gonna lurk or anything.
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Oh. You’re alive…I was pretending you weren’t.
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B&C, Defeater, Transit, MOB+more records for sale
pickedlast:
Trying to sell some stuff cause I need money. Check it, we can talk if you don’t like a price. PPD = postage paid for those that don’t know. Reblog?
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Posting this again.
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Man, I just miss being close to someone.
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At times I’m just down and out, I wait for days till I can be found. Once I’m alive again, once I’m alive I start to love again. But I still shut my eyes.
For a while I thought I ditched the “where the fuck is my life going” feeling.
Apparently not.
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This song is feelin me right now. Best Pure Noise...
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Every morning I wake up looking down on a day so shallow that I can’t even drown.
americanxmuscle:
It’s annoying how many people are complaining about there being no more isanyoneup. FUCKING GOOD RIDDANCE.
I feel.
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It blows my mind how unhappy I feel.
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B&C, Defeater, Transit, MOB+more records for sale
Trying to sell some stuff cause I need money. Check it, we can talk if you don’t like a price. PPD = postage paid for those that don’t know. Reblog?
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7” Balance & Composure - Acoustic 7” (black - tour cover) #40/200 OFFER Four Year Strong - It’s Not The Size of the 7”…It’s How You Use It (black) /??? $10ppd (for some reason, I have two...
I hate not knowing what I want. Fuck that noise.
Not sure why I do this to myself.
eyehateshelby asked: Hey I just wanted to let you know that you're awesome. I know you're sad and stuff all the time but soon hopefully you can come down to Portland and hang out with me. We'll get sizzle pie, coffee, and records while jamming such gold the entire time :3
Bless me dark father I have sinned.
I’ve...
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-emptyliketheocean-deactivated2 asked: Anons! Leave him alone. Hhaha. He obviously doesn't want to spill his life on tumblr. Girls. If you like someone, hiding behind tumblr wont get you improvement.
Anonymous asked: Top 3 cutest girls?
Anonymous asked: I'm sure all the anon(s) are asking because they like you. Must want to know if you say their name. Top 5 cutest girls that are your friends?
Anonymous asked: Does she know you're admiring her?
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I only realize how many good looking females there are in my life when i’m not tied to one. And there are a lot of them. IDK maybe i’m just a good dude or something.
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I was going to make a really long post about this…situation and how I feel, but i’m trying to bury it, not prolong it or let it keep eating at me. I made mistakes, I can fully admit that, but addressing those mistakes now wouldn’t do any good. Things change. People change. I don’t know what else to say about it.
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I am legitimately worried about myself, and how I feel lately.
And that just makes me feel worse.
I can’t win.
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I can’t seem to tell if it’s my head or the earth that’s spinning around.
Anonymous asked: Hi. You're cute.
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Now? NOW you’re worried about upsetting me?
I think it’s far too late to worry about that.
I do a fine job of upsetting myself anyway.
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Hey, that post was personal, and real.
Stop reblogging it you dorks.
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Man, if I could only put HALF the effort my brain puts into this depression, anxiety, letting myself down, and over thinking, back into productive and positive things like playing music, school, and getting a job, I would feel a whole lot better.
If anyone ever wants to hang out, I jam the coolest playlists ever.
chrisimmunity:
I’m going to be incredibly real right now. Probably moreso than I ever have been on this blog before.
Fuck you and your scene politics. Seriously. Fuck your crews, fuck your cliques, fuck your gang mentality.
There is absolutely NO PLACE for that in hardcore and it is ruining every scene in the country.
Anonymous asked: I will always have the biggest crush on you even I can't have you. You're so darn handsome and puurrfect. I know you're down in the dumps right now, but everything will get better I promise.
